A lament - You're hurting me

EffingereAugust 9, 2026other

I wish we lived in a world of gentle people. Where we would welcome eachother with open arms. Gifts would be exchanged and eachothers comfort was highly regarded.

I wish we could meet strangers and feel safe. That they would carry with them the same kindness, no matter where we went.

I wish I could escape the abuse of the world. That my gentle nature would be nurtured. A place where I wasn't taken advantage of.

Why, even through all trials am I still tested?

Why, am I still left waiting in the hospital?

How many broken lips are needed?

How many bruises need to be left?

I need only close my eyes to feel the blood rushing again.

Bloodlust.. and me to fulfill it. Just take it, I'm through wishing:

"When will I finally deserve to be loved.."